Trigger

Drop the mag.

Clear the chamber.

Put the gun against your head.

Waste no time.

Pull the trigger.

Imagine you are dead.

A rush of joy. Your mind at peace

Pull the trigger.

Smile on your face. Pure ecstasy

Pull the trigger.

Laughter abounds. Sigh of relief

Pull the trigger.

Pull the trigger.

Still alive. Misery.

Still alive. Shouldn't be.

Pull the trigger.

Load the mag.

Fill the chamber.

Put the gun against your head.

Waste no time!

Scream that lingers!

Collapse onto the bed!

…

Trigger left…

Where it rest.